Showing posts with label Honesty. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Honesty. Show all posts

Wednesday, 12 February 2014

~~On the Wrong Page~~: ~~I'm Fine~~

~~On the Wrong Page~~: ~~I'm Fine~~: No regrets. No urges. No tears. No madness. I'm fine-- I mean it this time. I swear I'm fine. I can smile agai...

I can only do justice to such a beautifu poem by sharing it here in its entirety! Happy mid week pals and happy Val's day in 48 hours!

No regrets.
No urges.
No tears.
No madness.

I'm fine--
I mean it this time.
I swear
I'm fine.

I can smile again.
I can laugh again.
I can feel my heart beat.
I can feel my heart beat....

I'm fine, so please
Understand why:
It's because
You stood by me.

Without you near,
I wouldn't be here:
I'd have turned and ran,
Or leapt.

I would have given
Up on this world,
If it wasn't for the silent
Watchers who stayed.

I can breathe....
I can laugh....
I can sing....
I can write...

I love you,
My readers.
I love you,
My saviors.

It's thanks
To you
I'm
Fine.

Monday, 10 February 2014

Preface to my Book

Ok, before you buy a book wouldn't you want to know what to expect?

I sure will and so I share the preface with you my viewers and hopeful followers.

I am aware of the anticipation and excitement building up to the dateline of March 01.
I am equally aware of the feeling to want to know some more about this mystery memoir of mine with such a tell it all title.
"I am what many will call a dynamic and determined woman. I go by the three Ds of Determination-Discipline-Dedication and yes in most of what I do I strive to do it to my best.
This led me through a life’s lane of Hurts, Adulteries and Redemption as I tried to live out what I consider my 3 in 1 life. How do I understand and live fully my Spiritual, Physical and emotional life? It surely is a tough feat but we can only admit that until we strike some kind of balance to do that, we live on restlessly until we rest somewhere.
I got to a point in my life and I realized even suicide wasn’t a solution, I realized living parallel lives wasn’t a way out, I realized recognizing, accepting, loving oneself in all forgiveness and above all starting all over again and again was much better.
Think of if we had Mary Magdalene’s own memoir in our hands. Well she to me is better because it was her occupation as a ‘free woman” and yet I wasn't for most part of my book. Most of my official documents except for my birth certificate recorded my status as married!
So what will lead a ‘married’ woman to live such a life of spite and end up ‘eloping with a kid’ leaving her 3 children behind is what this book is all about.
My Unconventional Loves narrates My Hurts – My Adulteries – My Redemption. It is My Story of Faith and My God’s unconditional love for me and writing this book is My Therapy.
I sincerely want to make My Mess My Message and My Test My Testimony. I truly hope it Helps more than it Hurts. Well this is my Alter Ego."
I would gladly appreciate a comment or two after all, this week is Love's week right?


Friday, 7 February 2014

My Featured Publication - March 1st !





I am who I am today, but I am the sum total of what I was yesterday.
I am definitely going to be so much more in the future but I have to credit my past in its entirety.
I am therefore publishing my first memoirs and in all honesty, I am proud to be doing so now more than ever – It is my BEST  Therapy and I hope it helps more than it hurts.
My Mess is henceforth My Message and My Tests My Testimonies.
Stay tuned and once more, Happy New Year to all!

Saturday, 1 February 2014

It all about Honesty in here...


I wonder who doesn’t appreciate honesty? Who wouldn't like to be taken for their words or take others for what they say?
Well, I remember growing up and loving to speak my mind in all honesty and yes to own up to my mistakes. However, with teenage, came dishonesty.
That’s where the above picture of mine fits into this post. It isn’t because I want to you you that I took oath as a Lawyer, oh no, it is because that day coincides with the period when I finally decided that henceforth, no more dishonesty.
I said to myself, you won’t be dishonest with yourself, your family and the entire world. You would live your life to the best of your understanding, possibilities and belief.
I realized all my years of dishonesty had hurt me most and driven me to the meanest of actions either in consolation of my parallel lives or to keep my illusions a float.
I soon after taking that oath, and the personal oath in me, wrote lengthy letters to my Ex Husband, and my parents trying to make then understand that I was leaving my marriage and them all because of my dishonesty.
Well, my featured publication tells more of my tale. All I can say for now is, since I resolved to live an honest and yes ‘open’ as a ‘book’ life, I am at peace with my self and happy with my life. You are all invited to the two events on g+ and facebook for the launch on the 1st of March 2014.
Dear gentle followers of mine, what is your take on this delicate concept and virtue?